Marriage

Michelle is getting married. I went to her room last night after we finished watching a movie. She was already sleeping, but she woke up and let me get in bed with her. We just laid there, amazed that it is happening today. She was sad that she was so sleepy, but glad I came down to be with her. After we shook our heads muttering in awe for a while, I got up to leave. She said, “I love you so much.” I said I love her too. And that I am sad. So happy for her, but so sad that my sister is no longer going to be a gilmore girl. She’s a Walker now. I walked out of her room and started crying. I didn’t realize how much I love her and will miss her as my best friend. She will always be there, but it will never be the same. I wish I had better appreciated the last couple of years as we became best friends. I loved going to provo to have sleepovers with her. We had so much fun together. We laughed. So much. I am so glad she and I went to New York together. Our last outing as Gilmore sisters. I know that Clark loves her and will always treat her right. I always laughed in the movies when sisters warned the fiancee that if he did anything to hurt their sister, he’d have them to answer to. Now I understand. I love her so much. I can’t believe she is getting married. I can’t express myself. I can’t figure out what I’m wanting to express. How much I love her, I guess. How much I appreciate her. How much I will miss her and already do. How protective I feel. She is my sister. My best friend. Michelle Gilmore. Michelle Gilmore Walker. I love Michelle so much.