(written August 30, 2007)
I hate physics so much it's almost making me cry. I just can't get it. And I slept through my freaking physics homework study class today. I hate today. It's been such a waste. And I almost squoze my brains a minute ago because I have been stuck on the same 2 stupid problems for about 3 hours now. I want to hurt myself. But my roommate is 8 feet away so I can't even scream, just silently push the sides of my head together while my eyes water with tears. I hate this stupid stupid class. I hate being bad at something that everyone else can get. I hate not getting good scores. I don't have any friends, none here at college or at home, that I could call to complain to or ask for some comfort from. The only person I could call I can't call. I hate everything. I want to go for a run. And cry. Stupid physics homework is the last straw. I want to run for miles and miles. Myspace is my only friend. Typing into the address bar at the top "myspace" is like picking up a semi high tech phone and saying the name of a best friend and having a voice recognizer dial the number for you. I've decided the only difference between emo and not emo is that emo decide to show what their feeling, where everyone else just goes over it a lot inside their minds. Stupid stupid stupid.
I feel better now. Amazing what a friend can do for you. Thank you myspace.
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